.:: a book with imperceptible cover ::.

Benevolent (from malevolent) Awakening (from a curse called C. A.)
December 28, 2006
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This day means a lot to me. I remembered playing “Tales of Phantasia” (PSX) when it all started. I once read in a book that destiny works that way. A single tap in someone’s life will make a change in your life. That is true, in my case. Be it good or bad, I’ll always remember it.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45422172/

Tomorrow we’ll invade Gil’s cave again. Now I’ll beat everyone using Infinite Justice or some MS units. Sooner, I won’t be able to play with them anymore. To relinquish angst & past faux pas, we must do something. It is always the better way, than to sit idle and do nothing. *sigh* Why do I always remember embarrassing things? *kawatteru na…*

When I was in high school, our teacher (adviser) always adore me in front of the class. I feel embarrassed every time she does that. The most embarrassing part is when she said “Swerte ng mapapangasawa ni Richie. Dapat yan ang tularan nyo.”. When she said that thing, all I can do is to look down, blush, pretend I didn’t hear anything and pretend I’m not with them. After the class, perplexed of what happened, I started to wonder what runs on her head and she said that. Now, I regret that I didn’t respond to what she said. I should have said that she got it all wrong. I also heard news that she already died.

She got it all wrong? In my present status, indeed she was wrong. I always aimed to be a better person so that someday I’ll be prepared and I’ll not become a burden to someone who will find me special. But she is a teacher. I’m a student. Teachers always give their support to their students. She counts on me being a good person. The least I can do is to make her visions true. Neither for special someone meant for me nor for those who despised me. I’ll try to reach it, because it is my destiny.

I’ll make up for the opportunities lost and I’ll find them in Japan. New life, new struggles, new adventures. I’ll start in this new world. (Resemblance to RO servers when moving to a new server. *lolz*)

What awaits me, come what may!~ Starting today, I’ll forget anguish past and move on. Those who are implicated discarded this milestone already. I’m the last one to hold the fragments of memories that we share before. I’ll free myself from her curse from now on…