.:: a book with imperceptible cover ::.

January 1, 2007
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New Year, New Beginning!
2007- Year of the Pig.

What a day!~ You might wonder why I stay awake after all that wine & heavy stuffs. I’ll just have a view of the sunrise then I’ll sleep. They say that good fortune awaits someone who does the tradition. So, I might do it, it doesn’t hurt to try unless I trip on the rooftop and fall. *~unlikely to happen, don’t write my name on Death Note – tripping from rooftop *lolz* ~*

We celebrated the day like others do. I tried some firecrackers, I have to be alert or else I lose my dreams. Those Japanese might think I’m an ex-yakuza or something like that.

Thanks for those who greeted me. Sorry I can’t reply to your messages, as most greetings are from unknown numbers.

I enjoyed making noise while waiting for the last minutes of 2006. I used a firecracker called piccolo and I’m glad it is safer to use than the others. I just don’t get it that there’s accident involving this type of firecracker. I also used watusi and I did the same thing I do since I was a kid. I’ll open a whole box, then I’ll divide them into tiny pieces and I’ll reserve a single stick to light them all at a time. Nostalgic, ne? Seeing & doing things as you do when you’re still a kid. *hahaha*

I also flawed my diet. *sigh* can’t resist good foods on times like this.

New Year resolution? Hm? I already have things in mind, but I’ll not mention it here. I’ll just keep it to myself & someday you’ll just realize what it is. ^_^

Everyone, thanks for everything you’ve done for me. I’ll never forget it! I may not get even with you soon, but one thing is for sure. If I can’t change myself on my own, I’ll do it for everyone (of course, within my bounds… ^^; ). Just hope for a much better Chie-kun and I’ll never put those hopes in vain.

For those who became victim of my sin, forgive me. I’m not expecting that I’ll get forgiveness. I just want you to know that I’ll atone for my sins. Sounds hard but I can. In your views, my sins are eternal. If I’ll never be forgiven, so be it. But still, I’ll do atonement.

To my friends, sorry for being immature. I hope our friendship last until our last breath. Sorry if I somewhat deceived you before. Those things will never happen again. Hope for a much better friend than you knew. ^_^

If you’re reading this, let’s just stare @ the same 1st sunrise! Good Luck to us and let’s hope that year 2007 will give us more happiness in our lives. ^_^

Benevolent (from malevolent) Awakening (from a curse called C. A.)
December 28, 2006
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This day means a lot to me. I remembered playing “Tales of Phantasia” (PSX) when it all started. I once read in a book that destiny works that way. A single tap in someone’s life will make a change in your life. That is true, in my case. Be it good or bad, I’ll always remember it.

http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/45422172/

Tomorrow we’ll invade Gil’s cave again. Now I’ll beat everyone using Infinite Justice or some MS units. Sooner, I won’t be able to play with them anymore. To relinquish angst & past faux pas, we must do something. It is always the better way, than to sit idle and do nothing. *sigh* Why do I always remember embarrassing things? *kawatteru na…*

When I was in high school, our teacher (adviser) always adore me in front of the class. I feel embarrassed every time she does that. The most embarrassing part is when she said “Swerte ng mapapangasawa ni Richie. Dapat yan ang tularan nyo.”. When she said that thing, all I can do is to look down, blush, pretend I didn’t hear anything and pretend I’m not with them. After the class, perplexed of what happened, I started to wonder what runs on her head and she said that. Now, I regret that I didn’t respond to what she said. I should have said that she got it all wrong. I also heard news that she already died.

She got it all wrong? In my present status, indeed she was wrong. I always aimed to be a better person so that someday I’ll be prepared and I’ll not become a burden to someone who will find me special. But she is a teacher. I’m a student. Teachers always give their support to their students. She counts on me being a good person. The least I can do is to make her visions true. Neither for special someone meant for me nor for those who despised me. I’ll try to reach it, because it is my destiny.

I’ll make up for the opportunities lost and I’ll find them in Japan. New life, new struggles, new adventures. I’ll start in this new world. (Resemblance to RO servers when moving to a new server. *lolz*)

What awaits me, come what may!~ Starting today, I’ll forget anguish past and move on. Those who are implicated discarded this milestone already. I’m the last one to hold the fragments of memories that we share before. I’ll free myself from her curse from now on…

December 26, 2006

Pretty tired!~ I don’t know what urged me to go online in the middle of the night (or morning). Then I saw some response @ my dA. After my nocturnal activities, I can find some sleep so I just prepared my things for my workout.
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I’m all set @ 4:30am. Then I managed to exceed my limits by twice. I went home and feel so tired. AC went in our house but I just told him to meet me @ zakozako. I need to take a nap. I rendezvous with him @ FC and we look for ideal gift for my inaanak. It is a bag, then I decided to attach a Tsubasa Chronicle – Sakura’s Kingdom Crest. I hope she like it. AC gave me a Gundam Seed Destiny – F.A.I.T.H Crest (look in wikipedia if you don’t know). Thanks!~ My debt is increasing gradually. I’ll pay their gratitude when I can.

Then at Gil’s house, we played Omni VS Zaft II. Yay!~ Infinite Justice is my fave now!!! Some talks @ their house and we decided to go home. I checked my dA account. It remained unchanged. AC, I guess we got it all wrong (regarding the person we knew who possesses 4T). I think the subject have a policy 1-reply to 1 fan (though, I’m not). .*sigh*. I’m tired…

But I’ll strive more, to be a Hi-Matt Zako. For our success!~

December 24, 2006
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What a nice sleep!~ I’m somewhat relieved from yesterday. I’m so tired that I forgot some daily routines. AC went here, and gave the pics. I also took some of his visions about Cosplay Party 2006. So, I’ll be posting his opinion in this blog of mine. We saw the dubbed version of Tsubasa Chronicles from QTV. AC DL’ed it long time ago, so maybe I’ll just get the copies from him. I’m not planning to go out today, but because of some unpleasant things; made me changed my mind and go take a walk w/AC. Lots of peepz at the mall. Last minute shopping, perhaps. AC’s hungry so we took some noodles @ chowking. Then we walked around more and when the mall starts closing, we decided to call it a day.

Then at home, I just realized that my diet program will be flawed. If I don’t eat, I’ll just hurt their feelings. Since it is Christmas, I guess gaining some extras won’t hurt a lot (it’ll just tire me a lot for extra workouts).

And so, here am I. I feel very full. Though, they think I should eat more. Well, for me this is Christmas all about.

1. Friends & Family gatherings.
2. A season to recall “Forgotten Toys” (including me…)
3. Of course, for kids…

Well, here are the pics.

This is a banner from one of toy exhibitors. Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Kewl, isn’t it? AC said that he’s the one being shish-kebab’ed at the diorama. Well I insist! The okama @ HSBC might kill me if I do. *lolz*

This one (of course, the girl. I don’t have an eye for guys. Works vice-versa) is Alodia-chan. What a celebrity, she gets mobbed after the event. Too bad we’re in a hurry so we just took a pic of her. When opportunity comes, it must be luck.

AC!~ Yay!~ This pic looks like he’s a guardian from Elemental Gerad. Look, she has two Ether-raids. Kewl~ Like I’ve said before, AC’s strong… I’m weak… boo-hoo.. T_T

Finally, here! Stellar Cosplayer. Too bad she didn’t show herself in the catwalk. Well, IMO she doesn’t need to be shy on that. I really find it cute when I saw her dancing in the dance-dance-revo arcade. The costume, you can see the effort. To her (whoever she is), please don’t be shy next time. No reason for you to get shy, OK? Peepz like AC would be happy to see you in cosplay parties. ^_^; And, in behalf of AC, thanks for letting us take your pic. It really mean a lot for us (zako).

I’ve received one message from Abby-chan. (I think she didn’t know that it is my #…). Thanks anyway, Abby.

Well minna-san, have a merry Christmas. Just don’t say the same to me .

**NOTE** AC report is done by AC-kun
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AC log 01 December 23 4am till 10 pm

I woke up early in the morning after hearing my cell phone’s alarm suggesting that it was 4am, I knew it so well because I made Millefeule Sakuraba’s Song Lucky Girl the music for the alarm (well I though it was funny) well it was a fun song and I think it would wake up even the Ghouls in hell… I remembered playing MSG Destiny OMNI vs. ZAFT II Plus last night I was so engrossed in it because of the improved battle system and new Mobile Suit’s (The ZGMF-X42s Destiny was my Trump Card and I’ am a Fan of Shinn..) well I stop pondering about the game when I remembered me and my Best Friend were going to SM to watch the Cosplay there and last night I text message about it (well I wasn’t much Interested in the Cosplay I was after the nice stuff their selling..) well I started walking toward the sala to the Kitchen refrigerator to see if there was some Grub.. (This a Brave Fencer Musashi’s was saying food.. ) I saw some of the Coffee flavored cake that was left from my big bro’s Christmas party.. I took a big slice and started munching.. (Well I think you have a Idea where this is goin..)

Well Afterwards I took my bath.. (It’s SHOWER TIME!!) Then got dressed and put the stuff I needed in my pocket like My Sony Ericson W800 with a digital camera that will need to take video and Still picture.. My friend also uses it as a Mp3 player and mobile Anime Cinema.. then I also took my new I-pod Mini with was given to by the Ate Rosa and he’s husband to be Mr. Jack they’re both in the US and will be married next year.. Well later on I hit the road! (Well I didn’t trip and fell to hit the road..) I rode a tricycle one of to go to Masinag after that I rode a Jeepney to Sta. Lucia after that I took another ride to My Best Friends house I saw he’s mom tending the plant’s outside the house well I can tell she’s just like my mom they loved to see a clean home.. Well she told me My Best Friend was still in LALA LAND!! Well maybe the Tapir made an overtime munching he’s dreams.. Well he later on came down wearing he’s pajama’s (well they were nice Pajama’s reminds of BANANA’s.. Just kidding) well he said he’ll get changed right away so I waited for a few minutes then he came down wearing the Black Polo Shirt and Brown pants (well it look good on him like Mambo said he’s got nice BOD… MAMBO might be GAY…) well we took but before that he’s mom said that he should eat breakfast then I said I’ am going buy him some Grubb so she shouldn’t worry well we rode a Jeepney again to Cubao well it was traffic and you know boredom gets you so like I always do I make humorous observations and jokes.. Well we saw a guy in a motorbike with a sack of Charcoal well it spilled to the pavement and I said to CHIE. well at least he won’t get lost he can follow the Charcoal trail to were he came from and he wouldn’t worry that birds will eat them.. (I was referring to the story of Hansel and Gretel using bread to mark the way home…) well later on we rode a bus and there was Video on board the ride they were watching a movie were a toddler took the head of a snake a crushed with bare hand’s (WOW SUPER BABY ARRENT AFRAID OF GHOST AND BOGEY MAN JUST LACK OF MILK AND Diaper’s) well later on we arrived at our destination to find out we were an hour early.. (The Early Otaku gets the merchandise..) well so we decided to walk around the mall as we walked I saw a Vegetable Truck stopped by and I saw lots of employees in with coming out of it?! Whoa they sure cultivate they’re employees…(remember attack of the killer Tomatoes..) well we decide to go to the grocery store which at the moment was open I decide to buy some drinks there and to cool down since it was air-conditioned.. after that we hanged out at near the entrance got annoyed at the men who were smoking (Second hand smoke is more dangerous that taking the real thing..) and since CHIE has a lung condition we moved on to the people in line waiting for the mall to open well we saw the 1st batch of Cosplayer’s to arrive well they were wearing those Seigaku Tennis Club Costumes from the Prince of Tennis.. Well I saw them swinging they’re Rackets so I said aloud DROP SHOT, SMAKE SHOT!!I was making a RACKET!! Well I aint a fan of the show I was just making fun of them well personally I view Cosplayers as Arrogant people.. (Don’t hate me yet wait after you finish reading OK!!)well then later on the mall opened and we went in CHIE didn’t quite know the way around the mall so we got lost for a few minutes (well I was confident he’d find the place he’s very reliable and he has a good sense of Direction even in life!) well got to the place it was a small stage with chairs inside a flea market well to my CHIE’s shock he found out that the entrance to the Otaku Store section was only for people who have tickets well we walked about discussing if we should get tickets and how.. Well we saw some people already in Costumes well most of the were nice to look at (Snicker.. wish I was they’re age.)Then we saw a kid wearing a KY KISKE from Guilty Gear game costume well he had red hair?(Must be exposure to UV ray’s BAD..) well he walked towards our way and I shouted RIDE THE LIGHTNING!! A killer move of the character he played.. Well I didn’t think he was annoyed.. (CHIE told me to quit it..) Well It was my first time on a Cosplay Convention.. (I was misbehaving must be the cake I ate to much Caffeine..) then me decided to go back and ask the guard how to get tickets he pointed out the booth were they sell ticket’s CHIE was saying not to buy since it might cost much.. (He said he already owe too much debt on me.. I ‘am PAWNSHOP NO.8???) well I bought the tickets to enter the place and saw lotsa merchandise well most of them were comic charters from MARVEL and DC which I have little Interest.. (Sorry Stan Lee..)

Well I found a nice figurine of Fate Testarossa from Mahou Shoujo Lyrical Nanoha A’s (well I kinda like her she’s tough and she has that’s really nice Bardice with turns into a large sword weeeh..) well I asked the shop owner how much it cost but he said he didn’t know the he called someone and later looked at a ledger of sorts.. He said it was 4000 pesos.. (Fate isn’t with me today..) what a rip-off then I looked around to see a Fate Stay-Knight Chibi Figurine which you can dress up with sword and armor (wow she’s wearing a white night gown..) well after inspecting clearly I saw that the paint isn’t well applied and it could very well tarnish over time.. Not worth my 800 pesos (too much I’ll FATE today huh!)Well CHIE was interested in a J-Action series that is also a Anime called… (I’ll have to ask him later?)Well whatever the character was a late teen’s guy with he’s winged demon friend? (CHIE’s agreed he was the winged Demon but I was Haruka in Tactics well I don’t eat oni..) well we got our hands stamped (I said to CHIE ask the guard to put it in you’re head weeh! 3 eyes!!)well we got stomped Oh! I mean Stamped with a Red Letter L (L stands for Living La Vida Loca?) well we walked around the mall to kill some time.. (Well Chie’s leg was killing him too..) well Chie’s leg hurting from walking and he’s abbs were hurting from my jokes.. (He’s using the patented Abtronic which tightens abdominal muscles.. I wonder if they should but a warning on it to stay away from Laughing assassin like me.. Die’s with a smile..) Well we were both hungry so we decide to have some Grubb at.. Cant Remember for the life of me.. well we had SHOMAI MAMI (Show my Mommy.. you won’t see mine she gone to heaven the same time with the Pope.. I aint lying!) well I found it hard to sip the noodle since a noodle was coming out of my nose as well.. (I had a cold 2 days ago.. buggers !to err est humanest I hope I got this Latin thing right) well CHIE finished fast I had to take my time.. Mending both noodles.. well we came back to watch Naruto movie (well already watched it a I have the DVD Boo! Naruto Sucks. he’s Seiyuu sucks too)well later on a Pony Tailed guy came up front saying stuff about being a member of a PS Club? Well My PS2 was from the States I have the registration form for that club.. well Mr Phoney Tale started showing us how unbelievable the PS3 was (actually the price itself is UNBELIVABLE!!) well after a while of repetitive nonsense (He said he was a gamer! He sucks at all the games he played.. MR PHONEY INDEED.. and Morning Musume better heed Morning Otosan’s advice..) and punks behind us are annoying brats saying singing morning musume to impress the shoujo’s (a disgrace to real men.. acting like girls.. and Buying a GP-02a Physallis not knowing it’s a Zeon Gundam..) well at least the show started already GET DOWN FROM THE STAGE Mr. Phoney Tale.. well I also saw the Girl CHIE was talking about Alodia chan? Well I certainly think she’s a fine girl she’s got grace a she handles her poise admirably while amongst people she must have come from a refined family certainly a rose amongst daisy(s) .. well too bad she’s younger than I ‘am.. well CHIE can’t seem to get close to her? Reminds me of a scene in Final Fantasy VIII were Laguna Loir (Squall’s Old man..) can’t seem to get near the pianist well she’s kinda has the same dress only red that Alodia was wearing hmm.. CHIE is Laguna.. hmm.. at least he didn’t cramp up.. well CHIE’s a good person I think he’ll find a nice shoujo someday given the chance.. (Well he’s got a nice bod and an Engineer and a good one too.. Girls please ask him for a date!) Well you can do better next time CHIE.. after taking pictures of Alodia we went off to the lower levels near the arcade to find a kawai shoujo wearing a GSD Stellar Louiseire Costume dancing Dance Dance Revolution wearing long boot’s!! (When she’s not using a Knife killing people and dancing near cliff’s she at a Arcade dancing?!) well I’am a Gundam Fan and also a fan of the Couple Shinn Asuka and Stellar Louiseire I think they were for each other and I think they’re a good match.. well I asked CHIE. To take a picture well when we were approaching Stellar from behind, she stopped dancing? At first I thought she wasn’t gonna let us take picture that’s why she took the boots off.. So we left her dancing while walking CHIE said we can still take pictures even without me posing with her and even without the Boots.. Well we came back and she was done dancing and was putting on the boots once more.. (Latter on CHIE and I concluded she had to get the boots of to dance comfortably.. she wasn’t shaking us off..) well I asked her friend also a girl if she could pose for a picture with me well at first I saw that she was shy well maybe that’s why she didn’t enter the stage.. well before I ask Stellar I had to teach CHIE to use the Digital Camera of my Sony Ericson W800.. While standing close a though crept my mind that CHIE still cant use the Camera since I didn’t hear a shutter sound? Well I was thinking Stellar might leave.. well CHIE did get it right to my relief well after that I thanked Stellar and we head off to Sta. Lucia to talk about the day at SM at 10 we decided to conclude the day and go home well thanks to the Girl who Cosplayed Stellar and keep up the good work and also I take back the mean thing I said about Cosplayers being arrogant I think they are brave people who like to make people happy and I hope to Cosplay to someday (Hmm maybe a Shinn Costume.. Hmm maybe Zack?)well thanks for reading Merry Christmas and Happy New Year Everyone!!

December 23, 2006
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What a day! AC went here on our house as early as 7:30am. I’m awake, but savoring some minutes of slumber, then I remembered I’ve made a promise to AC. Then off we go. Good thing the traffic is not as heavy as before. We arrived @ SM Mega around 9AM. Saw some Seigaku crews on the parking area. They’re the same cosplayers we saw @ Ame-Matsuri. We have to drink several bottles of Lemon Ice Tea w/Mint before we made it to Megatrade Hall 2/B. There’s an auction inside the toy exhibition area. Too bad we didn’t saw the chibi GSD charas.

Little by little, the cosplayers arrived. Ky Kiske, some Bleach! cosplayers, some J-Gothic fans. They’re the first batch we saw as they’re the early birds. Then we go to Yoshinoya for some Ramen & Shitake Siomai(s) (spelled Shu-mai, *kawatteru na*). Then, we looked around for some more. I have to drag AC to some stalls in Mega, coz he rarely goes there. I just feel like I’m w/ Haruka (from anime “tactics”). I frequently saw some shoujo having their eyes sticked on him, well…even okama ones. *kills AC* lolz!~ .

Then, we have to wait for the main event. RG is there (organizer of WAA too… though, I didn’t recognize him @ first. It’s been years since WAA days… I missed Talkcity-F,lolz). He gave some demo about PS3. Must have a unit soon! ~ But of course, 4T goes on top priority.

At 6pm, the cosplay party started. There are lots of cosplayers! Good thing we managed to secure our seats. Watching them is fun, yet comfortable. Too bad I didn’t saw some bishounen *smexay* guys I can show to Maru-chan~. RG hosted the event w/Alodia G. AC’s glad to be there. I’m glad that I’m able to bring him in Mega to witness a cosplay event. I also realized some of my weakness today. I’m weak, boo-hoo T_T. AC’s strong! *Tsuyoi*. (1st, AG)

Then, we just decided to take some photos as a remembrance. We walked in arcades to get some picture. I just feel ashamed when others think that the place we pick is cute. So we decided to find other place. But guess who I saw when we’re about to leave? Stellar from Gundam Seed Destiny, yay!~

I found her cute, seeing her dancing in the dance pad arcade. Continuation of cosplay? Well, Stellar really loves to dance in the series. Maybe she’s trying a different dance (lolz). Then I informed AC! He’s glad to see her too! We tried to ask her, but when we saw she un-wear her boots, then we decided to leave. I’m weak, boo-hoo T_T. (2nd GSD Stellar)

Maybe she’s tired wearing it. But later, we decided to return and saw her wearing the boots again so AC asked her for a pose. I’m weak, boo-hoo T_T. AC’s strong! *Tsuyoi*.

This must be AC’s lucky day! We got her pic! *kawaii ne*.
But I’m sure we didn’t saw her in the catwalk. I wish she did pose in the catwalk. The costume is great, she portayed Stellar’s image too.

Then, we stayed for a while to take some pics. And then, decided to go Zakozako. I’m really proud of AC today. The valkyrie will escort him in Valhalla. I’m weak, boo-hoo T_T. AC’s strong! *Tsuyoi*.

Then we killed time @ FP. I’m really glad AC’s happy. We almost lost our voices, but still a memorable day. ^_^

Tomorrow’s Headlines:

COSPLAY PARTY 2006 Pics~
COSPLAY PARTY 2006 Vid~ (the catwalk)
COSPLAY PARTY 2006 #1 Cosplayer (for us)~
COSPLAY PARTY 2006 sidestory, by AC~

I’ll just re-edit this & upload the pics tomorrow. I’m pretty worn-out for this day. Let’s call it a day, for now!
=^..^=

December 22, 2006
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I feel like a complete n00b. Good thing Maru-chan helped me. I hope I can find good pics for her deviations.

take a look @ Maru-chan’s works here

xergille.deviantart.com

I’m planning to take photos @ JpN when I get there. So, visit here someday.

nocturnedestroyer.deviantart.com

December 20, 2006
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Days are passing by, Christmas is coming. I confirmed any progress regarding my departure to Japan. I just have a poignant feeling that I’ll spend Christmas here. Though, the possibilities are December 2k6 or January 2k7. I guess I’ll just try to enjoy my remaining times here. Good thing I received favorable response.

But staying to enjoy? I found it very difficult. I just don’t know. Probably I can’t just do “watching” anymore when I think I can do something to it (it would leave a bad taste to my mouth). Even now, I still wonder how Playmore can do it effortlessly. The case is same to Gil. How can they do it?

Geez, I was interrupted by my younger brother. He always keeps this nosey attitude to watch whatever I’m doing when I’m in front of PC. I don’t have time to hear baloney things from him.

AC suggested an alternative, much easier way to Project B. Well, in some points it is an easier alternative way. I even remembered “Hulk Hogan” did it when I’m still a kid (mixing things like a chemist), seeing him perform, what I call “Extreme Grouch-ness” solution. I’m not being nit-picky, but I guess I’ll just conform to what I’ve started. I don’t feel like doing it, unorthodox way.

I hope some miracle (if there is) make some acceptable results, for a change.

*marks the calendar for the Dec. 23 cosplay-party event @ SM Mega*

December 18, 2006

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AC went on our house. I was half-asleep coz I nvr had decent sleep. I remembered staying @ bed & when I look at the clock, it’s already 3am. *wah*

AC need some 1.5×1.5 pics, so we have to go to the studio. How I miss my teenage days. There’s lots of kids there in the studio, busy posing & preparing for their pics. Then, we look around. I saw Ali (a classmate from TIPQC). We talked about our classmates. I’m surprised on their current whereabouts, though I’m happy to hear news from them.

Then we walked and saw an odd-looking resto. AC decides to eat, and reminds me of my usual child-logic about things. The food is great, on top of feeling awkward at first. Thus, called Yami(or Yummy) Nabe. I hope I don’t get too fat on this.

Then, we studied some trivia game and planned to become Vulture (not like those dorobo….). ./gg

*yawn* I hope I cn complte my slumber tonight. I have to visit BIR tomorrow….

December 13, 2006

Changed up some nocturnal activities. Riverbanks have changed since my last visit there. Some kiosk are already vending some traditional foods, some offer fancy collectibles. Pay a visit there around Devember 16 and I know you’ll enjoy it.

Been feeling tae-dium vi-tae lately (if you don’t know what it means, try looking at your dictionary). I’m thinking of things to spend my leisure. TPMI is partly at fault. If I knew I’ll have to wait like this, I should have busied myself with other job offers available that time. (Now, I’m starting to feel sorry that I’ve declined their offer… -_-; ).

As christmas day arrives, I gradually feel tae-dium vi-tae . Probably a christmas chronic malady.